Childhood

I WANT TO GO BACK TO JAPAN RIGHT NOW

i guess i haven't thought of the trip back in april all that much and i haven't really tried to relive the feeling in my memory, but i was just writing about it and now it's all coming back to me. the way i felt in japan was so specific, and so wonderful. i felt so happy. i felt like a little kid, but at the same time completely grown up. in my head i can see what parts of the trip created that feeling. the first one that comes to mind is walking up the stairs of the youth hostel in kyoto and just knowing i was someplace completely alien to my home and what i was used to. the second one is breakfast at new days. the third is riding the bullet train, and more specifically some of the more interesting people i sat next to during our journeys.

i really miss it quite desperately.
this video is from the last night in shibuya when we were trying to dance along with the videos that were playing outside of the "information center", which turned out to be a building you could walk into and pay to go into a room with a TV and watch porn.....




the end!